One loved one, I loved him even though I did not know him. He could never accept me, even knowing that he loved him. I used to dream like a fool, maybe one day will be a miracle. The day before my wedding and I extended my hand, she gave me back, I came back silently, I did not even see her tears. I did not blame him for anything. I just wanted to do this, where I will keep the contact, I will listen to his voice only. I did not shed tears on the pitch of the marriage, all were talking about that day, how dreadful girl did not cry. Today, six years later I can not sleep at night, but nobody knows how many tears are hidden in my sleeping night. In these six years, I have repeatedly called him, just a little bit for listening to his voice. I accept my own destiny, I accept that this is my achievement. Even so, I have heard from him how selfish I am. He is giving trouble to himself. Well, I, girls like me are really selfish ???