[chastity] [nullification] Diary of a 16 year old English girl named Cleopatra who attended the first term of a very prestigious boarding school in Switzerland. Cleopatra's Diary ================= by ShamefulDesire (8/9/2022) Monday 13th September 2021 -- Today is my first day at The School of Excellence. My parents saw me off. The school is in Switzerland and it is a mixed boarding school. They have a strange policy where all the boys have to be in chastity. They believe that the average teenage boy spends far too much of his time focusing on pornography and masturbation rather than his academic achievements and that this is a detrimental affair. I was reading the brochure on the flight over here. It explains that the boys are allowed out when ever they want, but must be in the presence of either Matron or the school nurse. Pornography is strictly forbidden. I kept giggling at the picture of a boy in a device that they had in the margin. This is the first year that they are allowing girls to attend the school, and to drum up interest, they gave away many scholarships to girls all over Europe. That's how my low income parents managed to send me to such a prestigious school. At sing up, the boys would have to go into this tent. I assumed it was to get their things locked up. Some of them came out and picked and prodded at their trousers. Others were indifferent. I met this boy from America called Josh. He told me his parents wanted him to become president one day and that a graduation from here would open almost every door for him. He said "It's just two years, I can live with all the weirdness." Tuesday 14th September 2021 -- My bunk mate is called Marie. She too has a scholarship and is from Austria. Her English is very good. I can't speak a word of German and feel a little put out by it. She's very naughty. She was drawing something in her notepad and she showed me. She had drawn a boy with an erection. I found it ever so rude. She told me that the boys could play with themselves as often as they wanted, but they had to do it in front of Matron or the nurse! Apparently it was school policy not to frustrate the boys but to stem their urges. They of course could not use pornography or any other stimulus for that matter. The nurse had to be in the room and she had to lock them up afterwards! All of this was to deter the boys from spending too much time playing with themselves. I played with myself last night for a little bit. I didn't want Marie to know what I was doing so I was very cautious and made small movements so as not to rock the bunk. Wednesday 15th September 2021 -- I miss my mother. We aren't allowed mobile phones because they can be used to access porn on the internet. We can use the computers in the computer room. They have skype and we can call our parents outside of class hours. The food is excellent and I met some more of my classmates. I bumped into Josh again. He was very handsome. He wasn't much to look at when I first met him, but then he probably looked that way because of a 12 hour flight from the states. I could help thinking about his thing in a cage. The thought went through my mind and I giggled at an odd moment when he was talking to me. I don't think he realised what I was smiling about, but he certainly noticed. Thursday 16th September 2021 -- First day of proper classes. Orientation is over and classes begin. History before lunch with Mr Dobbs. He's English and I could understand his accent when he spoke. After lunch it was Maths with Mr Benson. He's from South Africa and his accent is impenetrable. The text book is good and I will read from that. Lastly we had French with Mademoiselle Sela. She was in her twenties and didn't wear a bra! I wonder if the boys all had to go to the nurses office after that. I kept looking at their faces to see if they were straining against their cages. I occasionally giggled to myself, it was quite awkward trying to hold all that in. I wonder if the male teachers are also in chastity. I chuckled at the though of Mr Benson going to the nurses office. Friday 17th September 2021 -- Marie told me the most extraordinary thing today! Boys can take girls into Matron's room and have sex! Matron has to make sure that the girl consents properly and isn't forced or coerced and the boy must wear a condom. Matron even allows the use of her bed and might step out of the room! That's incredible! I had to go to the bathroom and play with myself when she told me. My bean was very pointy, much more than normal. There's something about this place. I get hot all the time but there aren't many opportunities to do anything about it. I sat next to Josh today in Geography. I didn't pay much attention to the lesson, I kept trying to look at Josh. He looked at me and I gave him a goofy smile. I don't know what's wrong with me. Saturday 18th September 2021 -- Saturdays here are devoted to exercise. Josh and some of the boys went hiking with the Geography teach Mr Cobb. Marie and I played tennis and I spent the afternoon reading my Maths text book. It was sunny today. Sunday 19th September 2021 -- Church in the morning. Marie told me she met Adonis who was from Italy. She said they went into the snug together. She told me that the snug is a hollow bush in the corner of the rear courtyard. You can crawl into it and it opens up into a large cave like opening. You're concealed from view by the bush. She told me that he showed her his cage! She described it as metal with no openings or windows. The lock is built into it and had a strange keyway which didn't look like you could pick it easily. She said that she tried but got nowhere. I wonder what would have happened if she had succeeded? Adonis was a perfect gentleman! Marie didn't elaborate as we were interrupted by Frau Schautz the secretary, who called Marie to the phone because her parents had called. Monday 20th September 2021 -- French today with Mme Sela. It was warm today and she wore a very breezy top. At one point the sun caught her dress and we could see her tits through the fabric! I really think she's doing it on purpose for the boys. Tuesday 21st September 2021 -- Marie and Adonis have become an item! She told me that he licked her slit in the snug! Then she kissed his balls! She said he was really straining against his cage. She thought that he must have been in pain, but he didn't complain. Monday 27th September 2021 -- Sorry for not writing, but I have been super busy and couldn't find the time. There was something I wanted to write, but I had a lot of homework. Lessons have started in earnest. Marie had drawn a naked woman. She had drawn her very well and had given the drawing to Adonis. He showed it to his friends. This happened on Wednesday. They were all caught with the drawing on Thursday and they were sentenced to one whole week without 'release' privileges. They can't take their cages off for a week! If it happens again, they will have two weeks without a trip to the nurses room! Adonis told Marie that the boys all visit the nurse or Matron at least once a day! Apparently there could be a queue at peak times! How funny? Wednesday 29th September 2021 -- Marie tells me Adonis is very horny and goes down on her a lot in the snug. I played with myself mercilessly in bed. Thursday 30th September 2021 -- Marie told me to be more discrete about playing with myself in bed. I felt embarrassed. Wednesday 6th October 2021 -- Mme Sela bent over to pick up her pen and everyone looked down her blouse! Her tits are small but exquisite! I don't think the boys are going to learn a lot of French. I'm rushed off my feet with homework. There aren't enough hours in the day! Saturday 9th October 2021 -- Josh has been very flirtatious with me! He touched my hand in Geography yesterday! My heart fluttered. I thought about him later when I rubbed myself. He played tennis with me and told me stories about his childhood in America. I didn't understand most of them, and I've forgotten almost everything he said. There was a story about lizards or something. He's very handsome. Sunday 10th October 2021 -- Marie and Adonis have done it! They went into Matron's room, Matron asked Marie a few questions outside and then came in and took his cage off. She held out a condom and asked "do you know how to put it on? Do you want me to do it?" He said he could manage and put it on in front of Matron as Marie watched all this unfold. Matron then turned to Marie, told her not to take the condom off at any time and that she would be just outside the door if things got a little too rough for her. She said "you can say 'no' at any time and stop, all you have to do is say it loud enough for me to hear and I will come in and make sure he behaves himself." She left and Marie took her clothes off. Adonis was very big she said. She drew me a picture! She's so naughty. I don't know if I could do something like that with Josh. Tuesday 12th October 2021 -- Josh kissed me! He was very passionate! My heart is on fire! We were walking down the corridor going to class. We were running late, but didn't have far to go. Everyone was in their respective class rooms. We were alone. Five steps before getting to the door, he grabbed my wrist looked me in the eyes and kissed me on the mouth. I was a little awkward at first but soon realised I had to move my mouth. I kissed him back on the second kiss. It was magical! My heart is still racing! Wednesday 13th October 2021 -- Josh and I sneaked into the snug today. He showed me his cage! I didn't want to touch it. We were kissing and he put my hand on it. It was very warm to the touch. I expected it to be cold like metal. I pulled my hand away. I like kissing him, but I'm not sure how far I want to go. Sunday 17th October 2021 -- Josh and I went back to the snug. It has been raining. Things dried up yesterday, but there was too much mud in the snug for us to get in. Today it had dried. We got very hot and heavy. We were kissing and he put his hand under my skirt. I stopped him from pulling my panties aside. I played with his balls while we kissed. He undid my bra, and I took my blouse off. He played with my tits and rubbed me through the fabric of my panties. He was straining against his cage. It was clear he wanted more. He respected my not wanting to go further. He was a gentleman. When it was time to go in for food, I gave his balls a squeeze and said "next time" with a smile on my face and added "and no trips to Matron please!" Monday 18th October 2021 -- Last night I told Marie what had happened that day. She was enthralled! She and Adonis had had sex a couple of time since. She thought my adding the "no trips to Matron" was inspired! Thursday 21st October 2021 -- Josh and I had a fight. We were in the snug and he told me that he had gone to Matron. At first I was going to forgive him, but then he said that he had gone on Monday and Tuesday and Wednesday! At first, I didn't ask him and he didn't say anything. But after a while of kissing and fondling, he wasn't straining against his cage like I expected. He had gone to Matron this morning. I was going to forgive him because he had stayed away for so many days, but then he added that he went on Monday! So literally the next day! I felt a little disgusted by this. Friday 22nd October 2021 -- Josh passed me a note in Geography class today. It read "I'm sorry, I love you." I wasn't ready to forgive him, but no one has ever said that they loved me before. I'm all confused and turned around. Was I too harsh on him? Wednesday 27th October 2021 -- Josh and I are back together. We made out, I kissed his balls, he licked my slit. He asked me to go to Matron together. I said only if you can prove you can control yourself. I told him Sunday was the day and he had to remain locked until then. He agreed. I have until Sunday to psyche myself up. What have I agreed to? I'm a virgin! I have no idea if I'm ready for this! Friday 29th October 2021 -- Josh told me that he and the boys would be participating in a challenge called No Nut November. This is apparently abbreviated to NNN when written down. It means that they make a pact where they put some money into a pot. The Matron will hold onto this money and keep track of who is the last of them to visit her or the nurse and squeeze out a load of cum. The last one to come and see her would win the pot of money. If more than one person makes it to the end of November the challenge would have to be extended, but no one makes it that far ever. I thought it was quite kinky and realised that our date on Sunday would be the last day before the challenge started. My Josh might have a fighting chance if I send him off satisfied! Monday 1st November 2021 -- I... AM... MORTIFIED! Last night was terrible. I wanted to write in my diary about what happened but I just cried myself to sleep. We went to Matron and she did the usual where she asked me if I was ready and wanted to do this, I said yes. She unlocked Josh who had managed to stay away as I had asked. Matron showed me the ledger and he had in fact stayed away. She unlocked him and he sprang to fully erect in seconds. His cock practically threw the chastity device off as soon as the lock was undone. Matron gave him the condom. He didn't know how to put it on, so Matron put it on him. She carefully held the tip of the condom as it was wrapped, in her left hand. Her right held his very erect cock. She put the condom on like a hat. I giggled at the sight. She then unrolled it down his shaft. I got very wet but was also very nervous. I took my clothes off. My panties were really very wet and made a splat sound on the floor when they landed. I had undressed too soon. Matron had not left yet. She asked me if I wanted to be alone with him and I said "you can stay." I don't know why I said it. I felt awkward asking her to leave, as if it was impolite to do so. She said OK and sat on the chair in the corner and watched. Her hands on her knees. She's a middle aged woman with large breasts held down by a tight black uniform. She had wrinkles on her skin and a small wart just in front of her ear on her cheek. I felt comfortable with her around, but couldn't see myself being able to perform in front of her. I tried. I asked Josh to lay on his back. He did, and his cock stood up straight and bulged. His hands were clenched by his sides, which put me at unease as he was obviously nervous. I straddled his belly and his cock brushed my arse. I got wet and dribbled on his belly at the sensation. I though I would relax a little if he would hold my tits and I could kiss him. I tried, but I could feel Matron's eyes burning into the back of my head. I kissed him. His cock throbbed a little. I put his hands on my tits. His cock throbbed a little more. Every throb, I could feel on my back. Anyway, I tried putting it inside me and he pushed the tip in. It felt great, but I started to cry. I was loosing my virginity. Matron asked what was wrong? I said "nothing" but obviously didn't convince her. She thought that I was being coerced and end our night together there and then! She covered me with a towel, took the condom of and locked him up before either of us knew what was happening. Josh had a look of pain on his face. He had had his large cock thrust into the neat little chastity cage while it was fully erect. He had been abstinent since Wednesday, or possibly Tuesday, and was not entering a NNN challenge! I had just lost my virginity to the tip of his penis and he was going to be absolutely frustrated that he had not been released. I can't bring myself to apologise to him. He avoided me at breakfast this morning. We have class together tomorrow. I feel terrible for what happened. Tuesday 2nd November 2021 -- Marie advised me last night. She said not to apologise or seem sorry for how things went between us. She said I was to exert control from no on. I should say I did it on purpose and that this was a little game that I wanted to play with him. I see what she means to be honest. I kind of like the idea that I have this control over him. That he will do what I want. I smiled at him in class and said nothing about the events of Sunday. Wednesday 3rd November 2021 -- All the boys where trying not to look at Mme Sela in French class. She was particularly hot today. Something about her. Boys obviously didn't want to be frustrated by her. Sunday 7th November 2021 -- I took Josh to Matron and he ended his NNN challenge with sex. I was very confident and sat on his cock with pride. It was glorious. He shot his wad very early. I was a little shocked and stopped moving when I felt him cum. He tried to wriggle under me, but I just sat on him until he stopped. He thanked me afterwards! I felt like I was very much in control. Monday 8th November 2021 -- Marie told me that I had inadvertently ruined his orgasm my not moving as he came! She said I was acting like a professional dominatrix at this point. She was very impressed with my actions. I swear I didn't know what I was doing. I hope Josh isn't angry. Marie told me that he probably wants me even more now. Wednesday 10th November 2021 -- Some dorky computer nerd won NNN. Josh was disheartened that he only needed to hold out two more days to win, but he didn't. Wednesday 17th November 2021 -- I went to Josh's room and asked him to eat me out in front of his friends. He knelt in front of me and licked me very well to orgasm in front of three other boys. I felt very powerful. Marie was right, I do have a lot of power over him, and I am getting a lot more confident knowing this. Saturday 27th November 2021 -- I went for a hike with Josh, some other people and Mr Cobb. In a clearing, I asked Josh to eat me out in front of the others. He didn't want to as Mr Cobb was there. I told him to do it, and he did. I am a goddess! Sunday 28th November 2021 -- Christmas is round the corner, I'm feeling a little homesick, but I have had a lot of new experiences here. The school is excellent, and I find myself growing. I lost my virginity and have become a lot more confident in myself and my sexuality. There is a tradition here that the kids put on skits as part of a larger show for the school, just before leaving for the holidays. Somebody suggested I should put on a show as my namesake Cleopatra the Egyptian Queen. I don't know much about her. She was a seductress and she ruled over many men. Other than that? I'll do some research. Tuesday 30th November 2021 -- Marie wants to put on a performance as Queen Victoria of England. She said that Queen Victoria was famous for her invention of the prince Albert piercing which was a way of pulling a mans penis down straight so that the trousers didn't make a bulge. She too was quite a force to be reckoned with. Friday 3rd December 2021 -- The boys are taking over and running with the theme of dominant women and their men. They've asked us to indicate how explicit we would be willing to go. Marie was hesitant and the boys looked at me. Apparently my dominance over Josh has become something of a legend whispered around the school. That I ruin his orgasms, order him not to relieve himself and perform sexual acts on me in public have been blown out of proportion and I have been propelled into a level of a stardom I didn't expect. Marie as my friend and also the first of the girls to have sex with one of the boys, has also been elevated in the eyes of the school. I'm not sure how far we can go, after all it's going to be in front of the whole school and the teachers. Saturday 4th December 2021 -- The first performance is taking shape. They want me to take a Cleopatra's bath. My namesake commanded an army of men, and it is believed that she liked to bathe in their cum. Legend has it that she would order her men to masturbate on her when she was in a bathtub. Possibly hundreds of soldiers! This was very good for her skin. The boys are dreaming up three rows of three boys. The front row masturbate in unison and synchronicity onto me in a glass bathtub on stage. When they finish, they move to the back and the next row steps forward. Repeat until everyone is spent. Sounds quite raunchy to me, I don't know if the school will allow it. Tuesday 7th December 2021 -- Permission granted! The boys now have rehearsals! They are practising after hours with Mr Cobb in the gym! They have to get the rhythm and tempo right so that they cum together and they pump in unison. I caught a glimpse this afternoon. It all seems quite aggressive and intimidating. They're well endowed and they look a bit like they're doing the haka by the All Blacks. Wednesday 8th December 2021 -- I just heard what Adonis and his friend Simon have in mind for Marie! It's even raunchier than what the boys have in mind for me! Marie, dressed as Queen Victoria, Adonis as her husband Prince Albert and Simon as her beloved butler will have a threesome in front of everyone! Then, she's going to produce a small hammer and nail and nail their cocks to the foot of the bed! Actually put a nail through the head of their cock! Apparently Queen Victoria liked to have her lovers stand to attention at the foot of her bed after sex while she slept! They're looking for a wooden bed with posts at the bottom at waist height so that the two boys will stand there with their cocks nailed to these posts! Standing to attention as Marie pretends to fall asleep and the lights fade out! And she's going to actually have sex with both of them in front of everyone! I don't know who's braver, Marie or the boys who are going to endure this pain? Thursday 9th December 2021 -- I was looking for Josh as I was still horny from yesterdays revelation and wanted him to eat me out. I eventually found him at the sewing club during lunch time. The costumes are ready. He was dressed as a real Roman soldier. He looked very imposing. He had a bronze helmet a crisscross of leather belts across his chest. He had a short piece of cloth over his crotch that could be pulled aside to make the reveal. He would be oiled up and very sexy! Couldn't have found him at a better time. He ate me out in costume and I'm pretty sure some of the girls in the room played with themselves as they watched us. Wednesday 15th December 2021 -- The boys talked to Mr Dobbs about the authenticity of their costume and what they were going to do. Josh came gushing in and said that there was going to be a surprise at the end and that Mr Dobbs had given them an excellent idea. He didn't want to tell me. He said you'll love it! Also, it was decided that Mme Sela would participate in the show as a hand maiden. She will pour milk into the bath which is apparently how the bath was supplemented and help with the whole process. The show is on Friday and my flight home is on Saturday. This will be an epic going home! Saturday 18th December 2021 -- I'm on the plane. I have not been able to calm down after the magic that was yesterday! All day the boys paraded me around school on a bed and fed me grapes. One of the boys, Adrian, dropped out because his parents wouldn't let him participate in the play. So the boys, now eight, made two rows of four. Mme Sela participated topless! Her tits were amazing! What a sight. She wore a white breezy scarf around her waist, clasped together with a bronze buckle over her crotch and the rest draped in front of her down to her knees. Her butt was exposed! I had to wear a diaphragm so as not to get pregnant, and the school nurse had inserted it. I finally met the school nurse. She was hideous and had a sour look on her face that said "life has betrayed me too many times." I can see why the boys didn't like visiting her and instead waited for Matron. Although Matron wasn't exactly amazing herself. I was in the milk and largely hidden from view. Marie and her boys had just finished their part and come off stage. The bathtub was hoist onto the stage with me in it. The boys came on and started their routine. Mme Sela came on stage and poured more milk into my bathtub. The boys were very hot! They did the rhythmical pumping very well. They all came together and hit the spot brilliantly! I was very horny. I wondered what the special ending was. Mme Sela brought on stage a bucket and she held a curved knife. Very ornate and exquisite. After the boys had finished the turned in perfect synchronicity to their left and marched over to Mme Sela who then, in full view of me and the audience, cut off the boys genitals one by one and dropped them into the bucket! There was an audible thud as the impressive organs hit the bottom! I was so stunned and turned on! I masturbated furiously under the surface of the milk and cum! The audience was wide eyed and had gaping mouths as they watched the second row of boys queue up and get the same time done to them! My heart felt as though it was about to burst! I can't believe this happened! The nurse was off to the side of the stage and she patched them up afterwards so that they didn't bleed to death. After the show, I looked into the bucket. What a sight! Marie came over and held the bucket with me. How amazing! Josh came over, and thanked me for participating in the show. He told me that Mr Dobbs was the one who told them about this anecdotal evidence that after Cleopatra's bath, the soldiers who had volunteered to fill her bath would be nullified. Mr Dobbs had said that they would do this to themselves in front of their queen, Josh added "but we chickened out at that. We then decided to ask Mme Sela to do the honours, and she said yes!" My heart is still pounding! It is with this that I leave you dear diary for Christmas. -End- The story is free. If I gave you a gut wrenching orgasm, maybe you will want to buy me a Mercedes. 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