Mental pain is less dramatic compared to the physical pain but it is hard to bear and control...
The deepest fear we have is the judgement, everyday depression
Depression is not a choice, you fall for it like love
And love destroys
Seeing a imagination with psychedelic form, its natural, everyone sees it, everyone feels it, but with different versions of it and more scary and painful one...but it never ends 
Blackhole doesn't end, it just swallows..