I'm Lost In My Own Confession

Nothing is what it seems to be
I'm still thinking about you and me
Caught up in the moment
Here I stand in front of your house
Wearing my heart on my sleeve
I hear our favorite song playing in my head
It's obvious I'm not over you yet
I wanna cry but I'm trying hard not to
I wonder if you're thinking about me too
I shall knock on your door
But will you let me in? 
Honestly I wouldn't blame you if you didn't
Because it may be too painful for you 
To see me right now
After all we've been through
I still love you
I still want you
Life without you is just not the same
But the sun is still shining
And the sky is still blue. 

Spirit Leaf