God's not going to restore everything that we''ve lost, because God doesn't fool around counting our losses & picking it up & saying "I found what you've lost there it is" we must stop focusing on what we've lost, on the things that has been wasted, that have been stolen & taken away & say, "Lord I want those things back" We take back the numbers meaning what we're able to accomplish, not the things we've lost. When we have this mentality of the word of God in our lives & say "Lord I'm giving my life unto You" God will give back double for our trouble, he's able to supersede our losses. God's focus is on what he's able to open us up to, what he's able to supply us with, on the supply he has, he wants us to open up & receive. Lay at the altar the hindrance, the stress, unforgiveness, bitterness, depression, regret, it's going to be broken, the anointing breaks the yolk, it sets us free....  We must repossess the joy. Go to our source who is our God, he sustains, we draw from him. If we waste time we will not get our requests & wants. If we want things from God he will give it to us, but we need to fast, pray & seek his face. What we put in is what we get out. When we're in a situation we know who our supplier is.  We know who's our greatest physician, when we have family issues we know where the answers come from. The enemy has stolen hours from our lives because we're not clued up with the word of God, we're not nurtured by the word of God, we're still growing in God. Had we known what we know now back then we'd be sitting with all Pastors.... Negative people waste our energy, look to positive things in life. Walk the walk & talk the talk. The closest thing to Christ is us. Look to God, look to our future. We cannot live in the past anymore, it has to be forgotten, it came, it messed us up, but it's over. All we've been through God has taken us out from. He allows us to go through time, a phase of being down to the ground, being an outcast, it's made us stronger, wiser, closer to God & appreciate & understand our families at a better level. We've got to build ourselves up, it's over a period of time growth happens. Pray for our enemies there's a blessing in it for us. Don't display one's self as a saint in church & a devil at home. We're accountable for our actions. Don't change your personality....