who lost her mum, sorry for your loss.. Do not lose faith in God. I don't have the time to narrate my stories, but I want you to know that knowing God does not take away your cross. The new churches we have today are the ones assuring people that once you come to them, your life will be perfect. That is why people jump from church to church. As a child, I was thought that temptations and trials will come my way. I don't expect a perfect life. Any trial that comes my way, I take it the way I see it. Take heart, your mother is in a better place.