Growing up was fun for me we weren't rich but it didn't matter, the love I had for kids was so bad that you will always see me in the house of any neighbor that just put to bed or has little kids. I had so much hopes and plan for my life little did I know life had an entirely different plan for me. I never imagined I would be married and not have a child at 28 but it is my current situation. I have never needed something so bad in my life like I need a baby right now. With no job and a practically dead business on my end, dh's salary is barely enough for us, we cannot afford a baby. This is not the plan I had for my life, how did things go so wrong? This life is not fair! I need to have my own baby!! When do I graduate from everybody's favourite baby sitter To a mum? Am I asking for too much?Ok