I´m smiling, laughing, but it´s a lie,
inside me only darkness.
No way left for me to hide
and so I´m afraid of looking in your eyes.

Sometimes I´m running through the rain,
so that no one can see my pain.
Longing for you,
while I´m trying to keep myself away from you.,
but still I´m afraid of looking in your eyes.

For the people around me,
I try to be like any day,
hear myself say the things I always say.
But inside me there´s nothing the same.
Inside me I´m torn,
just by hearing someone call your name
and so I´m still afraid of looking in your eyes.

Yes, it´s true,
I´m afraid of looking in your eyes.
Because you can look inside,
there would be no way left to hide.
You could see there´s is still love,
there are still feelings just for you.
But what if it hurts you to see this,
I don´t want to hurt you anymore

and so I´m afraid of looking in your eyes.