I can't remember a time where you were there
to share my tears of pain or joy. 
All of our memories now seem so far away - 
replaced with distance and silence. 

You don't understand how much this is killing me inside -
I'm turning into ice. 
I will never forget the coldness of that last hug, 
that empty touch that sliced my heart like a shredder. 

I keep expecting to hear from you soon, 
and each time these silent echoes burn my heart
like gasoline; 
I guess that's the price I pay for loving you. 

You don't understand how much I need you still. 
Please don't turn your back on me, 
it is burning me like hell, 
and I am scared I won't make it 
out of this pain alive.