Am so sorry about that and kind of know how it feels to lose someone so close to us and family... But that is life for us... It just doesn't go the way we plan or it is suppose to go... God has a reason for everything is something we should never forget even in times of pain... When things don't go according to our plan then be rest assured there are going according to his... Mama is in a better place resting and enjoying, so you just have to be strong and continue keeping faith and believing in God because that is what mama would want you to do in her absence... IT IS WELL