Am in my aunt's house with two boys and I cant wait to leave already. Two boys ooo, choi! Am not the mother but the stress getting to me is something else. I cant even open book again. One will want to play, the other one will want to cry. He will cry till he sees his mother and she is not always around because she wants to take another step in her business this period I'm around. I can't even describe the small stress am going through here. Ah! Mothers una strong ooo. This is a major thing that makes me so scared of marriage esp the aspect of kids. Am so afraid of giving up my dreams bcos of babies. One major reason I'm not in a r/ship bcos I cant share my time with anybody.