I wish to hear from you and your readers about this problem of mine that’s refused to go for nine years.
I lost my immediate elder brother in the year 2008, May 19th at the age of twenty four. It was a big blow to me because we were both young and full of life and could not believe that one of us would leave the world that early. He was my friend as well as my rival in the house but our fights don’t last as he was always there to bribe me with anything to keep me from keep malice with him. I miss the dude like crazy I swear.
I was writing my WAEC then when I was summoned to come see him because he had had an accident and was unable to walk or talk so I was asked to go straight to the village. I had no clue he was gone until I got to the house and discovered that he died three hours after the accident. I must admit that I lost my mind but it’s not enough for me to keep having dreams of him every now and then .......
I usually know that I’m dreaming whenever I see him and I’m always curious to ask him why he left us so soon. Another feature of the dream is, as the years progress, he also shows signs of aging. For example, last night, he looked the thirty three that he was supposed to be this year. And he never seems to be pleased seeing me in the dreams. He gives me just this blank look and avoids me touching him. I longed for that hug with my blood and I’m always excited to see him but don’t know why he avoids any contacts with me, although he would interact normal with everyone in the dream.
Worse part of these dreams is that whenever I dream of him, it means that things are about to become tough for me. Things are already but seeing him now means that they could get worse for me. In 2013, I woke my siblings up from their rooms crying and told them to warn him to stop visiting me that I don’t want to see him again. For more than two years, he stopped visiting and that’s the longest time ever. At times, he might chose to visit like twice in a month, twice in a year or at random.