I grew up in a very affluent family. I needed nothing so I thought until I met the man I thought was the love of my life. I refused every sane voice that tried to talk to me. I got married to this devil, dealt with me in ways you will wish WAS only a nightmare. I took it for years. I was so bitter I was dead inside. Nothing pleases me anymore I lost myself. I hated this man for years no one know. People including his family asked me why I stayed with him his friends called me privately to leave. Guess what I served him a colder revenge than this. I didn't mean it as a revenge but I guess my brain went back to the default setting. Once again I have my self esteem back, I am beginning to love me agai, and I am enjoying my life. Stella I will send you the story. It will make you shed tears. It is an unbelievable story even to me. Pheeeew!!!