By dynabyt3
       
                  Tips and Tokens of Appreciation always a most valued gesture! :)

                                              btc

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                                   ~  A PILLAR to my HEART  ~
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                                       AH! Young love... 
                
 To know and to have known it. What wonder could divinity hold as a candle to the empowerment and rejuvenation one gains from it during the 
       Is it better to have known and of experienced losses torment, than perhaps, it may have been, if 
but we had never attempted to of known it in the first place? 
  To taste of that fruit from which our
knowledge has no return from. 
        Once that boundary of the flesh has been
sampled, we can no longer deny these internal flames which have been fanned.
               For, Few there are who can keep caged, that primal beast stirring within us all. For once you remove that 
tender lock with the keys of this world's pleasures, not even a thousand, mighty, charging stallions 
could drag back the hunger to find satisfaction, fulfillment and a purpose.
         For many of us out there, hunting blind and alone in the wilderness, seeking out, be it either 
from their desire/arousal/libido, etc to experience lustful, mutually desired companionship,(the need to 
feel wanted) or the need or desire to release some of that pent up stress and residual rage/aggression 
that gets naturally built up within us all largely as a by-product effect due to our various, daily 
interaction's with the external stimuli which we encounter do to us being socially interactive 
beings.There is also the mentality some possess,of a innate maternal instinctual need to nurture, love 
and care for another human being, so that they feel that to the one for whom they care for,
  that they are of countless value and/or irreplaceable.
                  This usually achieves that person some sense of victory/power and/or validation to 
their own existence and that they, themselves have a meaning or purpose for living.
                       Many times, this instinct or internal drive will take it's beautiful form in the 
eternal dance of one lonely human being meeting another that is feeling towards them, the way that they 
are, Then courting one another to the point that they become a habit unto the other one. ( It takes on 
average 66 days to make as well as break a habit, with some taking much shorter times to take ahold of 
your brain and your heart.) 
             Then, somehow, somewhere along that long stretch of a road to blissville, together you must 
each achieve the monumental task of desiring to exist not only for oneself but also for this            
person and of staying vigilant to the need for nurturing each other's love for the other and tending to 
the labors of strengthening the bonds which tie you to the other. In the end, if you fight through the 
struggles together and hold each other close, you may just come out of the darkness, into the light on 
the other side and find that you, with god's grace, formed this mess called love into a happy, 
productive and growing family.

     "This is my soulmate. Here is the cause to my effect. This is my reality, My Universe, My Very 
Reason to Be, To Breath, The only reason why my heart doesn't cease to beat, without you in my Life, my 
Love, my Muse, The Wind Beneath my Wings, without you to hold me up, id fall into a million, broken, 
tiny, hopelessly lost pieces."

              That one special being with which you can take on the rest of the world and it's constant, 
full-on assault against your senses, knowing that when you finally get to come together, that one person 
has also bore his or her brunt of the assault as well together at last, once again, to mend each other 
back to life.