Being TTC sucks, it hurts and its not a good place.
If me I can testify you too will testify. But dont forget life is in phases....God cannot give you a cross He is sure you cant carry.
You cant control what people will say to you but you can control what happens in your head and mind.
Trust me darling...start saying "I am a fruiyful vine", "I am a joyful mother of covenant children"...say it till your soul believes it. Say it even if all the doctors report says otherwise.
There are a lot of peeps on this blog praying for you and dont forget God is a BV....you too my darling will testify. Hang in there.