She is thinking about what she has lost She is thinking about what she has gained Most of all she feels the pain which grew along since She cries because she cannot tell her mother I am living with a broken heart it‘s never gonna be okay I lost you forever to the stars and try to be the same I was I try not to fall apart But I am without you till I die you became eternal without saying Good bye looking up into the blackness searching for a single light which used to be so close to her Life She learned how to make it she grew up a little but she paid too much already now she knows how much she loved now she knows that memories hurt So many things you have said now make sense to me I wish you would see me cry Never told you how much I care about you beeing always there its too late I lost you forever to the stars“