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I have had very good times also but the bad out weighs the good. Not even a year ago I gave birth to a stillborn. I need answers on why am I here. Sometimes I feel like the movie when jesus was being wipped. I litterly feel the skin slicing on my back when something new happens. I feel I wont be here long. But what am I here for in the first place is the question? I have issues that keep making me have severe anxiety, depression, ptsd, and i have been looking up my symptoms to find out the exact cause and cure. I finally went on a website that told me that i had borderline personality disorder. I really don't think that i am crazy, but i know that i have some chemical imbalances going on. Then, i tell myself that i have a reason to live; many reasons. But, when i look around and i always only see me, i ask myself what is my purpose on this earth if no one loves me, or at least they don't show me they do? I don't trust anyone. I have been lied on so much, sexually, physically, emotionally, and financially abused, misused for my kindness, and left out just because people just wanted to leave me out. I really have given up on trying to give anyone a chance. The one person i want in my life wants nothing to do with me, because i cannot control my emotions. When i feel loved, i can behave and control my emotions, but the second i don't, all hell breaks loose! I am sick of being that way, and i have prayed about it, and tried hard to change it, but i lose all control whenever i feel rejected by this ONE person. I want so much to have a family, be married, be successful, and enjoy life. I really can't see me grasping that at this point. This is probably why i have so much anxiety, accompanied by severe daily vertigo. I don't have insurance to buy my medications, so i am left to just suffer through the fear of losing my conscious, falling and breaking a limb, or having a heart attack, especially since I live alone. I just wish someone would help me get my head together, and my life back. It has been gone for over 12 years. I don't remember the last time I have really been happy. I am a 27 year old male and I was healed of severe heart palpitations and anxiety attacks by faith. I was taught in college to be a skeptic, so I was - common sense said don't believe this religious malarky. Well, I would never say not to believe in modern medicine, but not only was I healed by my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, but I can do all things through Him. For instance, I can tell you that although the outlook for someone with Mixed Connective Tissue Disease is a harder time living a longer and quality life, the comfort and peace I have in my God - whom DECIDES when each and every one of us kick off - is something I want as many people as possible to experience. I'M TELLING YOU ALL. TRUST THOSE PEOPLE TELLING YOU ABOUT THIS. Man's science is perpetually under revision. God told Abraham the perfect timing for circumcision and it's in the Bible - this is PROOF that thousands of years before Man discovered the science behind it there is a record of its divine inspiration. God bless you all! It's gotten so bad that I refuse to be alone and am always tagging along on other people's errands and when I am left alone I spend the entire time worrying and holding the cordless phone in my hand in preparation of dialing '911' if I feel myself losing consciousness or any of the other 'symptoms' I think I'm having. I'm tired of feeling like this and having it affect my life since I used to be a very independent, willing to try anything kind of person, and I'm thinking about seeing a psychologist if my insurance will help cover it. It makes me feel a little better to know that I'm not alone in this, but I really hope that you start feeling better. In fact there are plenty of men and women who suffer from stress and anxiety based panic disorders; these people have usually been in a very traumatic experience or feel that they are all alone in dealing with the issue s they are faced with, with no relief in sight. Stress and anxiety based panic disorders are much more common than people truly understand. Currently over 40% of the US population suffers ill health effects caused by stress and anxiety. It is important to know about the effects of stress and anxiety; especially with how it affects your health and well-being. I hope this helps, -Mel BabyHazel wrote: hmm... 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