There is a white stone cliff over a dropping slope sliced along with bare trees. In the center of the cliff is a round dry fountain of polished stone. By seizing my whole body up as I clench my hand I am able to open the fountain into a drain, revealing below it the sky, the trees, a brown and uncertain ground. This is how my heart works, you see? This is how love works? Have some sympathy for the great spasms with which I must open myself to love and close again, and open. And if I leapt into the fountain, there is just no telling: I might sever myself clean, or crack the gold bloom of my head, and I don’t know onto what uncertain ground I might fold like a sack.