11 years ago I woke to the news, news of your passing and how the police were treating it suspiciously. Today, I still cry like the news is raw, I'll never forget our Saturdays, or our summers together. Oh why, did you have to go? Since, nothing has been the same, my tears flow much easier, my smile seems to have gone with you. Here I am alone, wishing you back just so I could say how much I miss you and that I'm sorry Nan I never meant it when I said I hated you; I was just a stupid teenager!!