I was in your shoes some months back,I am trying to get pregnant for more than 3 years now,I have fasted,sown seeds and prayed at night.Finally got pregnant and had miss carriage,i sat down and decided to stop going to church because I wasn't gaining anything from all the preaching.I pray at home,I fast when I feel like.My pastor came and couldn't convince me,I just go when he won't stop calling. I'm not angry at God,I am just wondering why it seems my prayers are not been answered. I'm an only child,my husband has one sibling so the anticipation is so much.Just talk to God on your own,don't be pressurized into going back.When you have grieved well,you will go back.Hugs