It's not only Pastors that are called to be faith leaders. You & I are called to be faith leaders, the reason why we can give out so much is because of the faith we have. We need to get through our barriers first, what's holding us back first, so that we can be a beacon of hope. Name your barriers, the name of Jesus is above every other name. Overcome the challenges in the journey, make it a  target to over power that which is over powering us. When we target it, it will come down. The rebuilding process is possible. Nothing is impossible for our God...