Well today I'm just no better off than yesterday. If anything, I'm in hell at worst, and just plain old miserable at best. I'm trying to distract myself from dark thoughts, but it's difficult especially after having a panic attack the previous day. Sometimes I wish there's something better  for me, but it's been years since I can say that something really good has happened. Just when I thought things have been looking up, reality decided to bring me back down.

So here I am, distracting myself with bitcoin news and faucets, and wondering just how long this distraction will serve its purpose.