[consensual] [nullification]
Shrinkage
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by ShamefulDesire (21/3/22)
Dear diary, my girlfriend Cindy wants to try something called bonzai penis with me. She says her last "subject" lost half an inch in one month, and that she was "eager to try a more radical approach" whatever that meant. I don't know what to make of the fact that she used the term subject, I thought she was going out with Clive the last year or so. Did she mean someone other than Clive? She said I shouldn't worry about loosing anything because my cock is so big, much bigger than the other boys in school. I felt great when I heard that. She then went on to say that the girls in school don't really like big cocks and prefer them a little smaller. At least two inches shorter than me she said would be better. She said she would tell me more later.
Dear diary, it has been a week since I told Cindy I was interested, and wanted to know more about bonzai penis. She told me that for her last subject, she put him in a small cage for a month, and that he had lost half an inch. She thought the result was a good start, but he didn't wish to proceed, so they stopped there. She told me that for me, she wanted to put me in a chastity device that was micro in size, and that I had to kill my testosterone levels by consuming lots of what she called "female essence." She explained that this "essence" contained lots oestrogen that would kill off the testosterone production in me. I quizzed her further, and she said "you're going to have to eat a lot of pussy and swallow all the juices for six months."
Dear diary, today Cindy brought Amanda round. Cindy explained that for bonzai penis to work, I would need to eat pussy three times a day. She would not always be available and that Amanda would fill in the gaps, as their periods do not sync up. Also, Staci has said she would also be willing to help out. Staci, dear diary, has massive boobs and is one of the hottest girls in school. Amanda, who always wears cherry coloured lip gloss, is a strict lesbian who has never had a penis in her pussy. I can tell you I was diamond hard when they said all this. The best bit came next. Cindy wanted to show Amanda what I had. She told me to take my clothes off and "jerk off a little to get hard." I was already hard, but I don't think she realised. Amanda and Cindy were inches from my bursting cock head. They examined and whispered to each other. They pushed and pulled, stretched, measured and giggled when a drop of precum pushed its way out. Amanda then produced a box from her bag which said "clone a willy" on it. She used the contents to make a negative mould of my cock. She said "we'll take this duplicate so that we can see the before and after" going on to say that measurements were fine and all, but that a silicone replica would be much better for comparison.
Dear diary, it has been a week since Cindy put me in my cage. It is horribly small. We had a lot of wild and kinky sex before she put me in it. She said that I had to be totally spent and that she would have to ice me down in order to put me in the cage. It's very uncomfortable. I have to hold my balls out of the way to pee. I sit on the toilet, lean forward and hold my sack to the side in order to get the pee in the bowl. Nothing sticks out from my body. Nothing. Cindy has been making to me in the morning almost every day, but once Amanda came round in the morning because Cindy had had a late night and wanted to sleep in for a bit. I wondered where she was and why I wasn't with her, but Amanda told me it was something to do with her family. Amanda's pussy was cutest thing I have ever seen. It was, as all girls are in school, completely hairless, but she had a tiny freckle just above her clit. She was very dry at first, but then she started to read her book (some story about an O or something) and she got very wet. Cindy and Amanda straddle my face so that all of their juices run into my mouth. Cindy sometimes strokes my balls, whereas Amanda was completely disinterested in me. In fact at one point I kissed her freckle and she said sternly "stick to the pussy."
Dear diary, today has been a month into my experiment. I'm not as horny as I thought I would be, but I really enjoy all the pussy I'm eating. Today Staci came over after school. Cindy came as well, but she was on her period. Amanda had to study and couldn't come. My god. Staci wears lingerie. Her tits are a sight to behold. She has a very juicy pussy. I almost drowned at one point. She turned round at one point so she could "examine" the package better. She licked by balls and felt their weight. Cindy was there and seemed quite excited by the spectacle. I think she wished she could join in. Staci's pussy had the best taste of them all. I found myself wondering if her boyfriend had given her a good pounding earlier. I kind of wished he had. Am I gay now? I looked at myself in the mirror. My nipples are slightly puffy and I've put on a bit of weight.
Dear diary, it has been two months of chastity. Amanda has stopped coming over because she doesn't like the idea of Staci pussy that "may or may not have cum in it" as she put it. Apparently there was a big fight in the locker room after gym class. Ironically, Staci also stopped coming soon after because her boyfriend was getting uncomfortable with the idea. Cindy has however recruited other girls from school. Today, Elizabeth came over. Cindy and Elizabeth have been friends for a long time. At some point Cindy got naked and asked Elizabeth if she could have me back for a bit. Elizabeth climbed off me and sat in the chair while my girlfriend got on. She was very wet, more than usual. She rode my face hard. She hurt my nose. I think more juice was on my face than down my throat, but she came hard. When Cindy got off my face, I could see that Elizabeth was filming this on her phone and also playing with herself. She put her phone down and climbed back on top. Her pussy was dripping wet. I am very happy. I've never had a threesome before. The cage itches from time to time, but I don't find myself thinking of dick in pussy sex any more.
Dear diary, it has been five months of chastity. I have now eaten so many different pussies. I think Cindy has been getting off on the idea of seeing me eating out her friends. I have had threesomes and foursomes. Today, something strange happened. I was on a video chat with some girls from school with whom I have a project to complete. We were chatting away when I noticed that two of the girls had dildos on their dressers behind them. At first I only noticed one of them, but then I saw the other which was a little bit hidden behind the various products. I smirked a little, but said nothing. It then dawned on me that they were silicone replicas on my cock! Cindy has just left, after the night time feeding. She said she didn't know anything about it, and that Amanda has the mould of my dick. I am definitely going to confront her tomorrow! Who has she given replicas to?
Dear diary, I confronted Amanda today and she said that since news has spread of Cindy's experiment, she has been getting requests for copies of my cock. She has been selling them to everyone! Apparently some of the teachers have copies! At first I was furious, but then she pointed out how proud I should be that all these girls are getting off to my cock. I have to admit, that the thought that all the girls in school are pushing in a perfect duplicate of my cock into their tight pussies is a real turn on. On the other hand, the thought that everyone knows I'm locked up and being shrunk by an inch or two is embarasing. I realise that we couldn't keep it a secret for ever, especially since so many people are involved. Cindy told me that she doesn't have a replica.
Dear diary, Amanda gave me a replica of my cock. I asked Cindy to end the experiment. She says that we are so close and that I should hold out for a little bit longer for the best results. I told her to find the key.
Dear diary, after five months and one week of chastity, Cindy took the cage off. It had felt normal for the past month, as if I wasn't wearing anything. I just assumed I had gotten used to it. My cock is a stump. I got an erection immediately, and it felt tight, as it did the first month. Cindy is overjoyed. She called it cute. She got a clone a willy kit like the one Amanda used before we started. She said "there isn't even enough room in the mould for the vibrator and batter compartment!" I didn't even know you could add a vibrator to it. I wonder if my cock will get bigger again, now that it's out of the cage. I feel really... I don't know how to describe it. I kind of wish I had my big beautiful cock back. There's a knot in my stomach. Cindy took some pictures and measurements.
Dear diary, it has been a week out of chastity. Cindy is finding sex with me dissappointing. She asked me to fuck her with the replica Amanda gave me. I did so, but I feel like... I can't describe it. On the one hand, I want her to fuck me, and on the other, I think she is fucking me, it's my cock. It is and it isn't.
Dear diary, I found out that there are now replicas of both my former cock and current 'clitty' as they are calling it, in the girls' locker room. I don't know how I feel about that. I was on a video call with some girls from school for some project. They all had a copy of my cock on display in the background in their rooms. I couldn't bight my tongue and asked about it. They all went and got it out and said how great my cock was and how much they enjoyed it. Claire said this was her second copy as the first one wore out on her. They asked me to show them my clitty on camera. I refused and they protested. I obliged and some of them appeared to start playing with themselves on camera.
Dear diary, Cindy brought over a strapon harness today. She attached my replica cock to it and asked me to fuck her with it. At one point she blurted out "God I wish you had a cock like this" and I felt shitty. I told her the harness hurt my dick and she proposed cutting it off along with the balls. She said it was now pretty much useless and that I was never going to satisfy anyone with that thing. We got into a fight and broke up. She took the harness with her.
Dear diary, Cindy and I got back together a month ago. She insisted that if this relationship was going to work, I had to be castrated. I realised that as long as I had my balls, I was always going to have outbursts with her. We went to a tattoo parlour and had my cock and balls cut off. Cindy kept my balls, they gave her them in a jar. My cock we removed so that the harness didn't hurt when I used it. She threw that away. Today, she introduced me to Armando, who is her bull. She said she and him dated a little back when I was in chastity. His cock is similliar in size to what I used to have. Part of me feels like I should be upset, but honestly, I'm quite interested in what will happen. I eat her pussy regularly and use the strapon on her. Maybe we'll have a threesome. She says she doesn't love him, but just enjoys a pump every now and again. I wonder if it was his cum I could taste about a week ago when her pussy had a certain something about it.
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