Now I still don't feel like leaving him because either because I love him to the moon and back believe me .. He's my everything but I'm bored. I just want to have a friend I can chat, say crazy things too, do crazy things while we chat and it ends there. My husband now bores me. We have been married for over 10yrs, 3 kids, and all he does is chase money. He just chases money. All the time he's trying to start one business or the other. One time it was fun, who doesnt want luxury? But right now, even in his sleep, he calculates. His quest to be on Forbes is damn annoying. Dude you already made, chill the fuck down. . And oh, I have tried severally to bring back the romance in our home and how we use to play so much but at 43,he thinks he's so old and always conscious of the kids. Like what the hell? Who cares. They are with their nannies down the hallway, how the fuck are they going to hear us giggling, playing and what not. The doors are locked and the music is loud. Why you going to start feeling old at your age? I'm just 34yrs old. Don't bore me please. I'm tired of having fun his way Which is sitting on board meetings, traveling different states or countries with him for a meeting which will last hours, going on conferences and what not. Why not stop chasing money and chase me. One time, money was everything but right now it's not. Say what needs to be bought and I have it. I have businesses and staff. I don't even need to step into my office for weeks because I'm set up so good. I just want to be goofy, girly, laugh, throw words around, talk about my crazy fantasies, hear people's fantasies, talk about sex, good sex, bad sex, naughty sex, crazy sex. Ohhh crazy sex. I miss those days. When we had sex like wounded lions. Someone used that word here. Lol. I miss those days I step into the room, and he grabs me, tears my clothes not remove and fuck the hell out of me. When he made me scream so loud. When we had to stop by the road for a quick one before we get to our destination(night things), when I had to go to his office with my sex wears wrapped with a jacket just to have sex. We were crazy. We were caught one time having sex in a popular place but now, all he want is money. Setting up businesses everyday. And before you say I married him for money, I didn't. He had just a car, lived in a one bedroom flat when we started dating. We still have sex, he thinks it's good, well I get to orgasm but not mind blowing orgasm. And the sex is still good but not spontaneous. I consider it boring. Some people might say it's not boring but I see it that way compared to what we were like. And he knew I loved sex before marriage. He knew I was crazy about sex and I loved dirty, naughty, nasty kind sex and he promised not to change as he knows I get bored easily but he has changed and I'm bored. When I send a naughty picture to him this days, he goes "you know I could forget to read your message and the kids will pick up my oh on and see it and blah and I go, password you fucking phone". Why are you giving them your damn phones when they have theirs? What's the use of this big house if I can't have all the sex in the world. Please just be you again. We good with money. The kids are good, their kids are good. Now let's travel the world like you promised and have sex memories. Arrrrrrrrrrgggggggghhh
