I'm actually ignoring someone who wants me because ,i don't feel attracted to him. I've tried to feel something but it's just not working,i don't want to marry someone i have no feelings for,worst part is that he is a virgin,me that tasted rude dicks b4,how will i cope with a virgin man? I dont knw how to disvirgin a man o,how long will it take him to be a pro in bed? can i cope? He is a spirikoko too(i like that he is but will he be comfortable to try some nasty things in d oza room? Like suck my cat? I dont want a boring sex life o ) when i think of all these i just get discouraged,he's talking towards marriage ,we aint getting any younger but is this what i realy want? Did i tell u dat he cant kiss too save his life? i tried teaching him but he is a terrible learner..God give me what i want pls.*crying* #sideeyes# lemme go anon o,decoders can try decoding me.kikiki..
