So yest I received the biggest rejection of my life. This is concerning my project tho. Gone to 3 churches but they turned me down so I was really hopeful this one will work cos its their youth week. To my greatest amazement, J was turned down. I had to travel down just for the audition, they didn't even allow me finish b4 they told me to stop that I can't present it bcoz its not spiritual. Laughter busted within the big crowd, with my tired face, stressed look and all, I carried myself back to my seat.
This particular project amongst my other project was my biggest and would earn me a very high mark but no, it didn't work out as planned.
This year had been a year to remember for me. All my goals and plans, none were actualised, all crashed to my face. Was it when I was slipping in and out of minor depression every 30 mins, or was it when I wouldn't even remember that I had not eaten for 2 days straight, then force myself on the 3rd day.
