I asked God for a job He blessed me with one.but....the way my employers treat me the only thing stopping me from committing suicide is my kids,the thought that they will suffer.what makes it worse is that my husband does nothing for us,so my getting this job was like a slight to him.his wish is that I fail.I carry all the responsibilities even buy him clothes to look good but I have this feeling that he hates me and wants me to lose that job.since I started working he doesn't look for anything doing he stays home and eats.I'm just suffering in silence contemplating suicide.Lord help me sometimes I just want to end it all but I'm afraid my kids will suffer.***weeping***
