Firstly, concerning the pregnancy, I suggest you go on dry fast or starvation for some days/weeks, until you lose the baby. I don't recommend abortion since it's against God's law. But if you lose it through fasting(you could add prayers to it), then it's no longer an abortion. But if after all the fasting/starvation(make it long) and it doesn't flush out, then know that maybe God wants you to keep it.
Secondly, how can a grown woman like you be subjecting herself to be controlled by her family???... Are you not supposed to be independent of them?... Are you not tired of the chronicles you read on this blog?... How can your brothers force you into marrying such a person(seeing what he did), and; you seemingly agree with them. Will they bear the shame,trauma,mockery etc that YOU will face from such a union?...
Do you even think a forced marriage will erase the HISTORY behind such union?.... God's word said ANYTHING built on a SHAKY foundation CANT stand!.... Is it by force to get married to the person that impregnated you(seeing this is even on a wrong ground),... don't you see single mothers getting married to better persons later??... Besides, your BROTHERS don't love you at all!... and you don't love yourself too....to even consider such!...
Please, to avoid stories that touch the nose, please DO NOT marry that man. At least not for now!... Go and get yourself a job and then go for deliverance for weeks and months(Only MFM deliverance!...).In case you don't know, RAPE is one of the means through which demons enter a person/family(secret 101), and so Many people are unaware of this!...
Finally, I just round off with these few words : keep going for deliverance at MFM. Not once, twice or thrice, but continuously. Let it be as often as taking your bath!.. There are so many spirits that one had to be delivered from. And YES, LOW self esteem is one of them! (and you also have this). Do this, and also attend seminars,Single and mingles programme, and any nice Church/secular programmes to uplift your spirit!/life.
This advice also goes to all. Don't go for DELIVERANCE only when you feel that something is wrong with you. Make it a regular affair!.... When something is detected on time/early, it's better and; easier to cut off, than after many years. Ciao.
