Married but not satisfied. Hubby loves me and I have no doubt about this. I'm pretty sure he's never cheated (don't know whether he'd have cheated if he had money). I'm the main breadwinner and I'm not attracted to him anymore. I'm extremely beautiful. Hubby is not particularly attractive, and I'm slightly taller. I'm nearly 40 and still get lots of admirers.
There's a natural and sexy dynamic that exists when your man is wealthier than you are. You naturally respect him; sex is sweeter because in your mind you're being pounded by a man that can buy you the world.
What's the point of my mini-rant? I never really loved him. But he loved and still loves me very much. I followed the advice to marry someone who loves you more and nearly 10 years later, I'm ashamed to introduce him as my husband. People actually do a double-take when they see us together. We have two kids together and I don't want to break up my marriage for superficial reasons.
So I will continue to pray for strength to remain faithful, for the sake of my kids.
