you are not God to judge God. Your mom has spent her time here on earth and has gone, you what have you done to achieve more than what your mom has done. If you dont serve Him, others will serve Him. You are supposed to walk the walked your mum did. Why is made for the devil and his followers, why is not for christians like you and me, so leave WHY and focus more on God to give you the answer you needed. The answer is there but you are blind to see it. It is well with you again Amen
