You will get a man and not just any man. Your babies will come in too.
For now, pick yourself up and dust yourself up and start pushing out that feeling and have some fun.
Remember, your life is very beautiful do not destroy it cuz of depression. this will pass soon.
Love you.
Though i am interested in knowing how you achieved your target so early(if you don't mind sharing, send me an email). That is a great achievement by the way. Your life is indeed beautiful.