The guy that took away my virginity still denies it to date. There was a drop of blood and it was after a couple of tries that he eventually broke the hymen. Before then, he would just be fooling himself between my thighs. The day he finally found his way into my vagina, there was a little blood, it feel on my white panties which I lay on ( you know how we toss our clothes here and there). I didn't show him, I didn't tell him. He already doubted me once. I don't know that I took any man's virginity, no man deserves to know he took mine. I was stuck up on that stupid boy for so long and the sex wasn't even good. After we broke up and I had a better and bigger dick, I will still go back to him and still have the sex that I didn't even enjoy with him. I still don't know what is was with him, I was no longer in love with him, he wasn't excellent sexually, still I kept going back.
The day I said no to him was liberating, I wanted to sleep with him so badly,i was dripping wet and still said no. I patted myself on the back and I knew I was free.
I cheated on anybody I dated after him with him. The year I decided to go celibate, three months down the line he came again with his microscopic dick, even if I couldn't say no to him because of another man, I definitely said no to him because of ME. Five full years later, it was like loosing the damn thing again to my husband.
