deeply appreciate with total sincerity. I have been battling with this for so long but never lost faith with fervent prayers.
I did pray last night but still had a terrible dream where I was being pursued and it was so scary. I wish I could go to my roots but I don't know the way to my village and my dad doesn't believe in such except prayers.
I'm so confused right now. I wish all could be well. I'm 28 years still in school when I should have graduated longtime ago. I'm still being fed,clothe by my dad. God forbids something happens,what would be my fate?
Why are my prayers not being answered yet? Why am I not delivered yet after so many years? I don't take church matters lightly. I may not be perfect but I'm trying living a holy life.
My granny never calls my dad not even for a day he was sick except she needs money and my dad has refused to reason with my mom.
Life is just too unbearable for me at the moment. I always wish I was dead so I can be free.
