terribly worthless


SUBMITTED BY: pinnacleseth

DATE: Sept. 6, 2017, 4 p.m.

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  1. My sister's late husband use to beat me so much and molest me sexually as a child (from age 8 to 11 that i finally left) and he put so much fear in me that i couldn't even summon the courage to tell anyone and my sis was a no go area cos she use to receive regular beatings too and was so scared of him. As God will have it my sister walked in on us one day as he was busy fondling with my pubic hair and nipples and the following day she made sure i left the house to another of my sister's house. I was so happy,got over everything i faced there and began to make something good out of my life then this man that never smoked or drank alcohol suddenly developed kidney problems and started drying up i felt sorry for him and always told myself that i will go and see him and from the depth of my heart forgive him but i kept procrastinating until one morning he was found dead and naked in a gutter beside his house. Oh i felt really really bad and somewhat guilty cos i thought id see him, spend sometime with him to take care of him as everybody including his wife and kids had abandoned him. That was when the nightmares started, every night i would see myself serving him in the dream, see him making love to me in the presence of my sister and they would be laughing and i always woke up feeling terribly worthless,years later i couldn't take it anymore i woke up one night after the usual dream and prayed like a wounded lion, my hubby was worried cos he tot something was happening to me. I told God what i wanted and spoke to the spirit like he was right in front of me with so much anger and authority,warned him never to show his face and got rid of the guilt i felt and even forgave him sincerely . That was the very last day i saw him and to the glory of God its been 3 years without such nasty dreams. Pray about it, tell God what you want,speak to that familiar spirit playing tricks on you and see God in action. It is well with yo

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