I was triggered to some deep anger last night, but man... I got to the root of that trigger because it is connected to everything else that is a glitch in my reality. But the trigger is this: The things I go through and have gone through, I went through them so my kids and future heirs wouldn't and won't have to. I tried to work a job, but it wasn't substantial enough for me and I was spending all of my time working and I was still not making ends meet!! Working is honorable so it ain't about the working part. I don't mind working, but for me? I refuse to be a wage slave. I refuse for my descendants to be a wage slave. PERIOD. The issue for me is I'm worth more than a low hourly wage. My energy is worth more than a low hourly wage and hell if I'm going to struggle, I mine as well struggle from building my OWN legacy, than struggle from building someone else's who has NO loyalty to me and doesn't give one OR two damns about my family. A "job" should have a means to an end, not be a source of provision IF passing generational wealth is on your priority list. If passing generational wealth is not the priority, what will be passed is DEBT. It's either one or the other that will happen. Those are the ONLY options. There is no such thing as leaving "nothing" for your descendants. Even if the material is not passed, the mindset will be and that's more important than the material!!!
