Life itself is about experiences. as you grow older you'd begin to master the pattern of events(well if you are willing to take charge of yours).
Did you read about Reekado feeling depressed too in one of the earlier posts made by stella today?
More people are beginning to admit that depression comes with living(ie though beyond our control to stop it from coming but we could manage thru it and get out of it fast).
And my take is that most times people don't know exactly when it begins but desperately want out cuz it pulls us away from the balanced life we once lived and drowns out all the beauty we once knew. Nothing seems relevant all of a sudden.
Well, that is a huge lie cuz time after time I told myself I will never slip into depression since I figured out that it comes with events.
Whether you get a boo or a baby now that is not going to lead you out of depression.
WHY? Cuz even those who are married with babies still experience some sort of depression and if you care enough to know you would hear them tell you that it's a lot more complicated than your situation.