This is an end to an era. There have been many ups and downs, in the almost 3 years that I have known you. But this is the last down. You have fucked me for the last time, and even though this alone is not enough to make me end a friendship, all the past shit you have done combined with this shows me that you do not change, or if you do change, it is very surface level.
My problem with what happened the past 2 days is the following. I had shared with you messages that I had sent to Brianee. These messages were obviously to be kept private, saying that they weren't is technical bullshit for you to half-lie. You had not only shared what I said publically, but you also bragged about yourself while you were at it, along with insulting me. You metaphorically stabbed me, rubbed salt in the would, then poured citric acid in there as well.
For contrast, you were crunching too loud in the mic the other day. I laughed and said I was muting you. You had called me the n-word, blocked me on everything, and only unblocked me when I essentially begged for it.
When that happened, I believed you were over reacting, but I did not say anything about it because it might have more meaning than meets the surface for you, and I didn't want to discredit that if that was present.
When it comes to you, you go right to telling me I'm overexadurating and that I'm over reacting.
Would it kill you to appologize?
[2:26 PM]
I have a suspicion. You talked about how you had kissed a girl after my little rant to prove your dominance over me. You have been know to think of my as less than you, so it wouldn't be unlike you.
When I said that I was attracted to the same girl as you, your pride and ego kicked into high gear. "Oh boo hoo, I can't let the other male be attracted to the female" I had no intention of asking her out, and even if I did, you live all the way in Minnesota. You couldn't let me be a threat to your potential e-wife though, so you had to insult me and nullify my concerns about myself to orive you were the alpha male
Talk about toxic masculinity much
Your pride and ego have always been the problem, and they always will be. This gets insulted, and you erupt like a volcano. This is all a facade though. Your intelligence is the only thing that could be considered above average, but everything else about you, your looks, your work ethic, your sense of humor, is sub par.
You are just as bad as funnydog. Your pride and ego is equivalent to his selfishness. But when you two talk to each other, this clashes, and you two grow to despise each other. There can only be one.
You aren't going to be living in my head rent free like last time. I know you aren't going to try to do anything to me, because you don't see me as a threat. Instead, you will probably become a running gag in my friend group, "my attic dweller ex who for some reason thought he was better than me". And trust me, there is much more I could say, but it's not worth it. I think I explained the basics well enough, and that's all you need to know.
[2:26 PM]
This is for you
[2:26 PM]
Before I block you
[2:26 PM]
Fuck you
[2:26 PM]
Goodbye
[2:26 PM]
Don't talk to me
