Poster you are a selfish and self-centered person!
So, you friendzoned him so that you can have someone to turn back to.
You know even without your mother getting involved; that your marriage to this guy will not last due to the nature of your jobs. But, you don't like or want to accept the bitter truth. Rather you want him to break another woman's heart for your sake. Someone that you said NO to before has suddenly become the person of interest to you
You are not even sure of what you really want.
You care only about yourself, have you given it a thought what will happen to the other woman? How will she feel if the guy finally called off the marriage plans just because of you.
The reason I hate the idea of keeping an ex as friend, someone always pay the price at the end of the day.
Please, tell the guy it will not work between you two, tell him to go ahead and marry his fiancee. And also cut every means of communication with him.
You will find your own!
